Hmm...haven blogged for awhile...nth much to blog abt reali...tt is until ystd....lol...bcuz ystd was e sch's first student council investiture...n it was not too bad...xcept tt i hav to say tt tey hav reali bad taste in music....lol...of cuz e mainpoint was definitely seein BOSS dancin...lol....i dun wanna suan him...but e fact was he had e whole sch laughin their asses off when he danced...or shuld i say,when he tried to dance...lol...one of e best laughin moments for sure....superb....den aft e dance was one of e worst singin session i've ever seen in my entire 16yrs of life....lets see....tey were supposed to sing out Simple Plan's "Welcome to My Life"...but all e whole sch was actuali hearin,was tem singin jus...n i mean JUS 'welcome to my life'...instead of e whole song...if tey culdnt sing e song tey culd hav picked another one or smthin...but wat tey did in front of e whole sch n oth sch prefects as well was simply a kinda disgrace...im not reali condemnin tem...but it reali sucked....enugh said....im sure everyone agreed....but one thing's for sure....e future of e council looks good...wit e BOSS at e helm....wy not....lol....anyway....aft e investiture it was reali bore,bore n more bore....subjects passin at a snail's pace....den had a whole 2hrs for Eng whre we did a eng paper 1 test....not too bad.....hmm....den aft tt had a reali useless talk abt JC draftin...i mean,tey beat ard e bush jus to say e same thing....complete waste of time....Todae,passed e day reali quickly...nth much happened...zZzZz....so bored now....muggin for Poa re test tmw....mus reali pass it tis time...gotta go....tc peeps....peace....
she's still in my heart...
aft so long?u said...
yes...definitely...i replied...
r u seein tis?...
i reali hope so...reali hope so...
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Heys....hmm...todae's Good Fri...so its a hol...spent it at home...sianzzz....let's see...haven blogged since tues....hmm...let's start wit Wed....erm....it wasnt so bad....i guess...e first half of e day passed by quickly...but PE was definately great again...we managed to play soccer again...but bfore e official game,we had to do some shootin practice whre laughter was everywhre...lol...esp e part whre Scott laughed...hahs...he triggered a chain reaction as he made a shrill laughter..simply superb..den e soccer game was as usual...mass brawlin takin place whreever e ball went...great stuff...den 2nd half was reali crap...firstly was Eng whre a few of us had to speak in front of e clss for a speech practice on interestin places as e topic...was definately a hell of a xperience...stood thre n 'stoned'....lol...will try to talk properly next time...den aft tt Hist test was not too bad...my predicted qn came out as predicted...lol....managed to finish it...lol...secretly hopin tt i'll outscore BOSS tis time round...lol...yes,im admittin tt im a sore loser...lol...den Ystd was pretty borin...dun wanna elaborate on it....oth den Eng,e rest passed by lyk a breeze....durin Eng,e speech practice continued...two ppl tt stood out were Fish n Scott....haha....Fish for his slang masta' speech...made e whole clss laugh as he spoke of his visit(or rather,not a visit)to Cuba....lol....den Scott was as usual his cool self...talked abt Australia....n as usual tsm praised him n als took e chance to praise BOSS as well...lol...tey r definately e two persons tt ppl look up to in Eng....no kiddin....den aft sch went to tp area wit some frens to hav lunch...which we proceeded home aftwards....Todae was a major bore...spent e whole day at home...managed to use e time to do some hmwk n revsion...n speakin of revision,yes,Sis,i noe u're gonna spend time wit him tmw for revision..lol...tmw will b makin a trip to e library wit two frens....gotta check up on books on artists.....need it as a type of inspiration...lol..as wat my art teacher said....hope e trip will b a fruitful one...
hmm...didnt see her online todae...
perhaps i wnt online too late..
oly myself to blame i guess..
still missin her n tinkin of her yes?
yes i am...
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Hey peeps..blogged at tis time is considered late....lol...anyways...e hols r well n truly over...began sch ystd,which wasnt too bad....MT n POA was borin as usual...den ENG which our eng teacher praised scott n BOSS to e skies...lol...but fact is tey deserved every bit of it...wans to reach their level of eng but tough...but i'll try my best still....den aft tt had free period durin PHY as e teacher didnt come...den had MATHS whre its as usual at its fast pace...TODAE,began e day wit e combo of MT n POA again...so freakin borin....lol...den aft tt had SS,which was kinda bad as i had to rush my ass off to complete e last few lines in 1 sentence per millisecs....lol....as usual chng was at her stupid clown self....den aft recess we had ENG in e IT lab,as our teacher wanted us to research on interestin places for a speech practice...managed to share a com wit scott,which proved to b njoyin as we listened to some great music in his mp3 player..lol...aft eng was HIST,which we were notified tt thre'll b a test tmw...lol...mugged quite alot jus now...hope it helps...lol...aft sch i went wit some pals to Prata Hse to hav our lunch which we concidentally ran into two aquaintances frm our clss....superb....lol...
chatted wit her jus now...
so damn happy...
she said sweet dreams...
n so did i...
hope e day nv ends...
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Hey thre...hmm...didnt blogged for e past two days as i was down wit a bad headache...lol...MON wasnt too bad...went out wit two pals to queensway to get their street soccer boots...lookin at tem gettin their hands on their fav boots jus make me envy tem...lol...as u can see,my family's financial crisis is not over yet...hopin to tide it over soon...den YSTD played soccer wit e guys at a nearby street soccer court...unfortunately not all culd make it so it wasnt as fun as we wanted...e sun was blisterin hot n it definately didnt help my headache...lol...den TODAE had to go bck to sch for art remedial...lol....prior to tt went to j8 mac to hav breakfast wit BOSS,bach n ken...den proceeded to sch for art....not too bad...progressin as e fastest in class...lol....den aft a long n i mean long time spent in art,decided to go to j8(yes,j8 again..lol)to hav lunch...had Long John Silver...den while eatin,saw sis n ben...glad to noe tey're ok already...now oly me havin prob...lol....dun wanna start again...lol...hmm....den walked ard j8 for awhile more bfore we parted ways to proceed home...reali need to start on my hol workload...lol...den plannin to play soccer again tis fri...
DAY FIVE of me missin her...
will continue missin her....
so crap...didnt see her in sch todae..
how i wanted to jus catch a glimpse...
jus a glimpse will do...
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Crap...ystd nite was rather traumatic...sis n ben havin probs again...haiz...she damn poor thing...bfore her camp den tis thing happened...wat e hell man...wat e fuck is wrong wit e ben i dunno...wy mus he hurt sis time n again...reali spent a hard time consolin her bfore she went to bed...hope she doesnt tink too much in camp...hope thre got ppl console her or smthin...crap...reali crap...DAY ONE of e hols...als day one of me missin her...hope she'll njoy her hols...sianz...e hols ahead looks to b one tt is jam-packed wit comin bck to sch n probably abit of hangin out n definately revision...lots of tem...lol...now jus starin blankly at e screen....hmm...havin bloggin frenzy for e past few days for sure...jus by lookin at e no of times i've blogged...lol... hope i can catch a glimpse of her when i go bck to sch....even a glimpse will do...sheesh...
tinkin,tinkin n tinkin
of her...jus cant stop tinkin...
missin,missin n missin
of her....wish i culd stop...
but e fact is i cant stop...
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Todae was lyk a kinda sad n happy day for me...happy bcuz its gonna be e hols nxt week..sad....bcuz....im gonna miss not seein her for 7days...7 long days...dunno how am i gonna cope wit tat..sianz...hmm...started todae wit a crappy survey in clss abt e mornin assembly..reali kinda lame...asked qns lyk"do u wan e mornin assembly to change?"obviously e ans is a big resoundin yes...duh...den aft form teacher period had hist...whre two things happend,first,e teacher scoldin two black shits bside me n sis...tey were lyk so freakin noisy every lesson...n i mean EVERY lesson..lol...either laughin or tokin loudly...helo?its not their hse...den aft tt e teacher herself went crazy n started shoutin at e clss....mus be e time of e mth again...lol...seriously,i tink her shoutin wun help anythin,jus make e students hate e subj more...aft hist,had PE...or rather,we shuld be havin PE but ended up runnin to pierce n bck again...worse pe lesson i ever had in my entire life...e lesson was lyk oly 30mins...or even lesser...crap....den had a free period which we had a gay as a relief teacher...lol...den art,whre i made a little progress wit my colour studies...den had recess,den art again...den aft sch had to rush bck to clss to hav my chem test..which,was quite a disaster...cuz e test was kinda tough...so i'll probably flunk it again...yes...again...lol...den aft e test left straightaway...escaped frm e stupid chinese remedial...heard frm sis tt lesson was borin...as usual...lol...went to tp to hav lunch wit ken...aft lunch decided to walk ard...den saw two mediacorp celebs...lol...tey were lyk at e centre of attention...lol...passerbys were lookin n lookin...lol...which aft proceeded hm....
sianz...life suks...hols startin...
am gonna tink of her again..
wat can i do?
jus cant stop tinkin..
n als cant stop missin...
sianz...
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Hey...so happy todae! she smiled at me todae....but at e same time...feel quite sad als....cuz of sis la....haiz she havin relationship prob...she veri poor thing...i wish i culd help...but all i can do is console her n giv as much advice as possible..feel useless....hope she feelin better...well,began todae wit chinese n e stupid chinese teacher had PMS n went berserk n shouted so much tt e class was at its quietest ever...lol...den had POA whre it was its usual self....borin...den aft tt had CME whre instead of a debate which everyone wanted...she instead had us watchin a stupid lame video which had half e clss slpin away..lol...den had physics aft recess whre we came to noe tt thre'll b a test aft e hols...crap....den aft phy was art whre it was quite borin...xcept e fact we managed to watch a clip abt e prefects n SLs camp...BOSS,bach,scott,jasmine were such regulars in e clip tt it was kinda borin as e clip was endin...lol...den aft art had eng...or rather,we shuld be havin eng...but instead TSM gave us time to revise for our maths test,which was aft sch..had maths test aft tt...managed to be e first few ones to complete it...n als glad to noe i didnt screw up anythin....lol...den went to 7-11 aft tt to hav a little snack..which we proceeded hm aftwards...hmm...sis ar...dun tink too much k...haiz...i reali wish i can be u n help u shoulder e pain...i noe how painful it is...i reali noe...im tinkin of her all day long...jus lyk how u tink of him all day long...den suddenly lidat...haiz...erm...
i'll nv stop tinkin of u...
no matter how long it is...
i'll jus keep waitin..
n tinkin..
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Hey thre...so sianz thse few days tat im resortin to bloggin...lol...got back my progress report ystd...als had my sports heats ystd...
Results of my progress report
:L1R4-11,L1R5-15
not bad i wuld say...if oly tis is e result im gettin for 'O' levels...lol...but nonetheless,gotta work at least triple e times im workin at e moment to get e results above...had my sports heats als...not bad als...got lyk 4th for 4x100m n 2nd for 8x50m...waitin eagerly for e finals to arrive...lol...she got 3rd for 200m...haiz..wish i culd congrats her...but...haiz...was so damn tired when i reached home ystd tt i knocked out aft my shower...lol...as for todae,e day began wit e principal n e vp givin a motivational talk on e 'O's...seriously now in my mind is how im gonna achieve e targets i've set....so damn crappy...e day was so damn long todae...coupled wit e fact im so tired,makes e day worse...lol...haiz...my mind's full of her...cant stop tinkin of her...wish she'll chance by my blog...so she'll noe how much i miss her....so sad,so sad...hidin my feelins inside me...dun wanna let my pals n sis noe...later tey giv counsilin again...lol...but wat can i do?i cant forget her,no matter how hard i try...life jus suks for me....so sianz....cant wait for hols to commence,but at e same time,dun wanna hols to arrive so soon...cuz i wun be seein her....hate tis...i guess i'll end here...tmw hav maths test,followin day hav chem test...stupid...cant even let us hav a little rest...wanna see her tmw....tc....peace...=blog out=
DANIEL BEDINGFIELD:If You're Not The One
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?If you are not mine then why does your heart return my callIf you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me nowWe'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with
[CHORUS]
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understandIf I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away But I know that this much is trueWe'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life withAnd I wish that you could be the one I die withAnd I pray in you're the one I build my home withI hope I love you all my life
[CHORUS]
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understandIf I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I amIs there any way that I can stay in your arms?
˜Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath awayAnd I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today˜Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or rightAnd though I can't be with you tonightAnd know my heart is by your side
[CHORUS]
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understandIf I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I amIs there any way that I can stay in your arms?
hey thre...i mus b goin nuts...bloggin alot...lol...e song above describes my feelings rite now...haiz...stupid mood swings...anyways,todae wasnt too bad...i guess...found out tt thre'll b two tests in tis week...crap...tmw's my relays heats...wish me luck...lol...guess i'll end here...tc peeps..peace..=blog out=
Hey...well,for e first time in 3 mths i actuali blogged twice a week...lol...anyways,made some edits to my previous post due to some confidential info tat shuldnt be thre at all...(i was too blur..lol)well,let me start on todae...todae started quite ok....had e sch band playin todae in three grps n e obvious choice if it was which was e most entertainin was definately e last item which had three guys playin e drums,congos n xylophone respectively...e part whre e senior was goin nuts on e xylophone was definately e highlight of e whole ting...he was playin e song 'Bumblebee'..simply superb...lol..den aft assembly i had hist lesson which was as usual its borin borin self...lol...e teacher's ultra high pitch voice is absolutely gettin my ear drums burst...lol...reali unbearable...den aft hist i had PE,which was obviously e subj of day...lol...firstly,e relief teacher made us do some kind of challenge...which she cultivated frm a camp...lol..didnt xpect her to be a former camp instructor..lol...we were supposed to sit wit a partner wit our backs leanin against each other...den we had to lock our arms n pull ourselves up..not bad i wuld say...althgh e first try was unsuccessful,my fren n i managed to do it durin e 2nd try...not bad at all..lol...den e match of e day...lol...e teacher made e guys play soccer...n she made two unexpected buggers to b e captains..lol...ended up on e better or shuld i say,slightly better team...we proceeded over to e netball court whre we had our match...seriously,if u've been thre to watch e match,u wuld 've thght tat it was a rugby match instead of soccer...lol...everytime a ball was passed to let say my teammate,a grp of 5 or more wuld dash towards him n use wateva possible way to snatch e ball away..lol...lyk a mass brawl...thk god i wasnt involved in any one...lol...n als thkfully,i oly ended up wit a bruise on my right foot...unlike some of my frens eg; Chi hwei,wo ended up wit a punch n a choke on his neck..lol...a great match..wit some good goals..lol...aft tat,we had a short recess bfore proceedin to e class to change n get over to art clss...durin art,i was e first one to be startin on paintin,n i wuld say,it sure looks tough...one teacher tells me to go frm dark to light,n e oth tells me to go frm light to dark...seriously in a dilemma as to wo to listen to...lol..aft art,we had some stupid n i mean stupid n useless chinese compo remedial...which to me,is totally pointless bcuz out of say,30 ppl,oly one was actually listenin...very 'bo liao'...made my mind up abt skippin it nxt week...lol...n its one n a half hrs...stupid...so aft e remedial,i went wit a grp of pals to get lunch...at..guess...KFC...lol...yes,KFC again...seriously reali gettin a phobia of fast food...lol...so aft finishin our food,we decided to head home as some of us was in a hurry to leave...well...tat's abt all for todae...for tmw,makin my way to suntec to view e career fair wit some pals...hope it'll be rewardin in some way...lol..shall blog soon...tc peeps...peace..=blog out=
LoL....yes...i've seen all e tags on e tagboard...n yes,its been a freakin long time since i blogged...but seriously,if u were in my shoes,u'll noe how little time i hav to use e com...anyway,aft a mth,i wuld say tat work is gettin more n more stressful...to e point tat im close to mental exhaustion...lol...so anyway,a few stuff did happened n still somewat fresh in my mind...lets go bck to last week......lol...ok,let's get bck to ystd...i was wit two of my pals..we were at BK havin our lunch..n as usual,we were our chatty self...talkin abt almost everythin...den my fren started e topic on ghosts...so it escaleted to a fren's camp haunted...i wun elaborate due to some tings tat mus not be mentioned...lol...den apparently,another fren,wo's his usual crazy self,suggested catchin a ghost to take it out on e guy wo took his file...lol...obviously me n my fren tld him to drop e idea cuz its damn freakin dumb n risky...imagine if e catchin backfired...e consequences wuld be undesirable...so todae,sch wasnt so bad...had two 'debates'...e first one concernin government election was quite heated...lol...den e 2nd one concernin e openin of a casino was more laid bck...den had chem prac aft sch...not bad..i wuld say...cuz tis prac was fast n no probs were met...which was gd of cuz...considerin we had a PMS victim as our chem teacher...lol...den aft tat a grp of us went to KFC to hav our lunch...we talked some crap thre..(as usual..lol.)den went our separate ways bck home...so tat was how i spent todae..not too bad i guess...so i guess i'll end here...will reali try my best to blog asap...lol...tc...peace..=blog out=
