The Breakup Song - American Hi-FiSigh. I've no idea how I ended up here blogging, but somehow, I ended up here after some blog-hopping.
Personally, it has'nt been a good few weeks at the moment,rather, the past few days has been quite a torment for me, mentally.
How would you like, after a day of hard work at school, to come back to home sweet home, where you can relax, only to have your mum or dad tearing into you verbally, with their constant and non-stop ranting? It's driving me nuts, and I've lost the feeling, that feeling where you WANT to go home. I wish I never would have to go home. Not now, anyway.
Call me contradicting, but regardless of my blog add, I'm going emo, listening to emo songs and having emo thoughts.
I wish I had you as my listening ear again.
Whenever I'm on those long bus rides, I never fail to let my thoughts drift, thinking about that girl, how I keep telling myself it's basically impossible, just impossible. Facts do hurt when you realise it.
Why this emo entry? I have no idea, it's probably because I've been holding this thoughts for too long, and I need an outlet to let it all out. But trust me, this is'nt all. There's more, but I'm not ready to share. Not yet, anyway.
So until then, I guess all I have, is my own ears, to listen to my rants, and myself to fend away the emotions.
I miss you.
Labels: EMO-CORING.
